My Spiritual Awakening 

My Birth Name is Nicole Cherice Fry. 

 

I was born on Sept 4th 1980. When I turned 22 years old, I was living with my Aunt in her basement suite, working full-time at Sorrentinos Italian Restaurant while attending university taking a Bachelor of Arts program. I was at my saddest and most darkest times. I was depressed, alone, feeling scared, living in absolute fear and uncertainty. My relationship with my partner at the time was destructive and toxic.  My body was experiencing many types of sicknesses and disease. I was taking all sorts of pills and using topical ointments from my doctors. I was feeling pressure and overwhelm on all levels. Nothing was going they way I wished it would. I was lost and ready to give up. I was drowning in the most depleting thoughts of fear, self doubt, shame, worry, unworthiness, guilt, despair, anger and all were keeping me from any amounts of happiness. I was struggling to feel any sense of purpose and felt so hopeless that I would often contemplate ending my life somehow. 
 

Then one night, I fell asleep and a few hours later, I could feel myself lift out of my body hearing a very loud tunnel like pulling sound, the next thing I knew, I was floating and looking down on my body laying in my bed. I began to float around the room then made my way out of the basement, floated out of the house and was flying all over the city with full control just checking things out and getting higher into space. As I began to get further away from body, I was abruptly pulled back from some force and woke up gasping for air feeling shocked but also very intrigued. 

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This experience triggered some hope in me and I could feel in my heart that there was more to our life than just our physical body and this 3D world. I then began to wonder about the meaning of life and question what is the point of me being here. What is this realm of existence I am in and what am I meant to do. And so, I prayed and begged for a sign to show me the way to see clear of what my purpose is. 

 

A couple days passed, no signs or any messages came through for me. I began to get deeper into despair and loose hope once again. But then it started happening. I would miss my alarm every morning no matter what time I would set it at and would wake up at exactly 11:11 am. This continued to happen consistently for weeks. This number seemed to be following me everywhere. On my way to school, for instance, I would notice the first licence plate being 1111 or pay somewhere then receive the exact change being  $11.11 or go to an address and it be unit 1111. It was getting to the point where it was feeling kinda creepy but also hilarious, as if the universe was winking or smiling at me. I felt this because seeing the numbers gave me a sense of new awareness, mystery, excitement and wonder. 

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I decided to investigate and do some research intending finding out more information on this number phenomena. I googled of course and at that time there was not that much information other than "this is a sign that you are on the right path of enlightenment, your angels are around you and to make a wish." I truly felt that it was something along that nature but I knew there was more depth to it. It became my mission to decipher 11:11

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I decided to purchase my first numerology book, the life you were born to live, written by Dan Millman. I studied the meanings of all the numbers and looked into my personal birthday/life path number. I felt a real sense of connection to all the teachings and it

became a guide for me to innerstand the possibilities of my high~ist life paths direction. 

It was essentially tuning into my personal being and divine purpose. It resonated with me my inner personal desires, my personality, my motivation and was a guide to support me living in my  high~ist life's destiny. 

 

I started doing readings for my family and friends, mainly to see if this would resonate with them as well. Every time I did it would always ring true and the information for each person would provide so much awareness and clarity. I often had people in tears with the information and insight coming through, so I knew this was something real. I began looking into more spiritual and esoteric teachings thinking there must be more to learn if the numbers had so much wisdom.  

 

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